Joley and I went to bed early as I was exhausted after yesterday. She nursed a lot of the day. We slept for 2 hours, nursed, slept 2 hours, nursed. She then was out cold… until Mike came in. He started snoring and woke her up. This was at 12:30am. I was then up from that time until 2:30am nursing her and trying to keep her calm… all the while not being able to remain calm myself. Mike continued to snore on the bed and then on a chair until I nursed her down around 2ish and he walked out to sleep downstairs. Like I said, around 2:30am, Joley fell asleep and we slept until about 6ish this morning. I nursed her and then got up for the day.
This snoring is really getting to be a problem. It has been for years, but when it wakes a sleeping baby that will want to eat and I am the only one that can do such feeding, it is a bigger problem than before. I am angry that he can sleep while I have to get up and take care of the baby when it is his fault a lot of the times that she is even awake to begin with. I know his smoking has to do with it but he won’t quit… won’t bother to go down that road again.
Anyways, I am tired again. I am thankful for the few hours of sleep I got but it really isn’t enough to make it through the day with a baby and 2 year old.
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