My appt went fine. My bp was great, baby's heartbeat was 144, still measuring big, pee was fine. I gained more weight which the doc jokingly (haha, right?) said was going to the baby. I am not dilating anymore than I was last week. I was seriously about to cry. I have a gazillion contractions a day. Some are over 60 seconds long and hurt like a beast. Some are nothing and don't bug me at … [Read more...]
Doc appt update and agenda changes
So, what did we accomplish today. Barely anything. I truly am tired of fighting to get help with stuff. It just seems that the only person that cares if this house is remotely ready for the baby is me and it is getting old. So, here was my agenda, with the things we accomplished marked off.*wash baby gear (in dryer now)*install carseat*wash Joley’s clothes that are left (not much)*organize her … [Read more...]
Doc appt update
I had my OB appt today. I went in feeling like crap... just something feeling wrong but can't really place it. He did the GBS test and then brought out the measuring tape. He asked me if I felt like I had gained a lot of weight really fast (no) and said he wanted me to have an u/s next week. He feels the baby might be BIG. Crap. I knew this was going to happen months ago when they said she was … [Read more...]
I confess
I am scared.I am scared about labor. I have no idea what to expect and it worries me. I am scared Mike won't be a good support person since this will be his first vag labor too. I am scared about having another baby in the house. I am scared I won't have enough love to share with her because I can't imagine having as much love for another baby as I do for Johnny. I am scared about not being … [Read more...]
Happy half-birthday baby
Today is Johnny's 2.5 birthday and he is officially turning into a big boy. We let Johnny sleep in his new bed over the weekend with Mason gone and then last night with Mason in the room. He hasn't slept in his crib since Thursday so I am saying he is permanently in his new bed/bedroom. I have to say that I am very proud of him and how well he has done. It is just so bittersweet to see your … [Read more...]
