That is what I feel like I do. Seriously, is there a place in a man’s brain that shuts off when a woman speaks… or at least when I speak?
Anyways, we talked about all the crap from my last entry and more. I am cautiously optimistic that things will be better. I know he is stressed and worried and he told me as much. He said he thinks about me and Joley all day. I tried to explain to him that things just have to get better. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t be upset all the time and it isn’t good for me, the baby, Johnny or his kids. Everyone needs a happy mommy and that is not me right now due in large part to him.
Hopefully he comes through and can be the person/husband/father I need him to be… for my sake and the sake of our kids.
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