Thank you to those that read and commented on my birth story. When Mike got home last night, I told him that I sat and finally typed it all out but that I wasn’t able to actually read it. I then proceeded to cry and tell him that I remember nothing from that night. It was 3 hours after her birth that I finally have some memory of what happened. I wish that Mike could have been there for her birth so he could tell me about it but he wasn’t allowed in the OR. I am thankful that he was there though for Joley’s beginning to life. He held her until I was capable of doing so and I am forever thankful for that. I think it bonded them in some way.
Tomorrow I am going to see a LLL leader to try to figure out how to get Joley off this darn shield. I know I don’t have to get rid of it, but it really is just a burden. I so wish that I could just nurse her whenever and wherever but I have to make sure I have my shield on me and clean it afterwards. It is just a pain and I want it gone. I hope we can do it.
Everyone is gone today…. it is just me, Johnny and Joley. Johnny has been so good today and Joley has actually been in her swing for awhile without my having to run into her 1 billion times. I wonder why things are so much different without Mike around. Seriously. The days were completely different and Joley was extremely needy when he was home. Last night was the same way. I am interested to see what tonight is like. Regardless, I am glad that my kiddos are good for ME! lol
Johnny is napping and I think it sounds like a fab idea. I am going to grab a little baby and head upstairs myself!
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