I have a white board calendar that I write all of the important dates on each month. Usually, on the first day of each month I take the time to fill it in so I don’t miss anything. I have yet to even erase July. I keep looking at it and it made me wonder today. Why haven’t I changed that calendar?
I think I know why. I think, deep down, I am nervous and scared to see what the date is. I have the date here on the blog, on my phone, on the TV and a lot of other places. But, seeing it on a calendar may just be enough to send me over the edge. You see, in less than 2 weeks I start school again!
I graduated from nursing school back in 2003. I applied (and was accepted) right away for the program I am currently in but chose not to go because of all the family issues we had… namely Mike’s kids living with us full-time. Now, I have two more little bodies to take care of. What if I can’t find the time for class work and testing? It is all online but I still need to find the time to do the work. Being all online may mean it is even harder to get things done because I will still be here where my family is used to having my undivided attention.
I am nervous. I am scared.
But, I am also very excited! I can’t wait to see what is just around the corner…
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