The vast majority of you do not know something about me that has been a source of many tears over the past week and a half. I am going back to work. Money is too tight and I have no choice but to leave my baby and enter the workforce as an RN once again. Believe me when I say that I have cried more these past two weeks than any other time in my life. I am devastated to be leaving her at this time. I am fearful that we won’t be able to keep breastfeeding. I know that it is very easy to overfeed a breastfed baby and I am worried about that happening when I am away from her. I am worried that I won’t be able to pump enough to keep up with her demand. But, I have hope and faith that everything will work out for the best.
And with that said, I need to ask for some good thoughts and prayers. I have an interview on Friday at 3:30pm CST. I am going to interview for a job that I believe I would really enjoy, would be a new experience for me, would offer me the opportunity to eat with my family every night and sleep with my baby girl every night, and would be close to home. I haven’t interviewed in some time and I am a bit nervous. I really am hoping to impress these ladies tomorrow and could really use some good thoughts coming my way. I will update as soon as I can but please think about me tomorrow/Friday to do a good job in my interview and get this job.
Thanks for your continued support of me everyone! I promise to get out of my funk soon and get back to bringing you the posts that you are accustomed to.
debby pucci says
I am so sorry to hear this. Keeping you in my prayers. ((HUGS))
Kelly Ann T. says
I hope it all went well for you today, and I’m keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Mike says
Good luck!
I’m kind of envious… Sometimes I miss working in the ER
Rachel C says
Hope things go well for you 🙂
Kimberly Schotz says
Fingers crossed, good luck!
Marj M. says
Many prayers going up for you today. Lots of Luck too.
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kathy pease says
dang it I meant Good Luck 🙂
kathy pease says
Wishing you Goof Luck 🙂