There is a possibility that I am pg. A pg test was negative, but I am not thinking much about that. I was nearly 8wks pg before I got a positive with Johnny. Why you might ask? Well, my cycle is messed up. I never have ovulated this late and haven’t yet. My cycles have been pretty regular up until now. I am exhausted everyday… like I could sleep all the time. I am nauteous whenever I see and/or smell food and eating makes me feel horrible.
So, why am I not excited? Well, I can’t. I have to see a positive before I allow myself to be excited. Not to mention that I have had horrible cramps today. That isn’t a good sign no matter how you look at it.
The plan is this… I will keep my testing up this month. If I ovulate, then I am just ovulating late and am fine with that. If I get through an entire cycle without ovulating, then I will test again and/or get a blood test. If I start bleeding, then we all know what that means. :( Wish me luck for an answer soon.
I will be perfectly fine if I am not pg and just ovulating late. As long as my body works each month, I am fine. I just need that to feel normal… to feel like a real woman.
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