I am still having trouble believing this is real. Can I really be pregnant after so long of wanting and waiting for that big positive to happen? I am feeling extremely tired and still nauteous… I have felt that way for about a week. I knew it was real though when I got out of the shower to dry off and thought I was gonna go through the roof when the towel touched my boobs. Ouchee! That and my headaches have started a few days ago. I have to mention that to the doc when I go on the first. I get massive migraines when I am pg. I am not complaining though… all these things are signs that things are going well and I will take them!
I have to make a definite effort to eat now. I can go all day without any food and be fine but I need to stop doing that! It will be hard for me though. I have lost 10 pounds in the past 2 weeks from my lack of appetite. I am not worried though. I lost a lot of weight when I was pg with Johnny. I have a lot to spare so it is all good.
Tayler knows I am pg. We want to wait a few weeks before we tell the younger kids. I tried to make sure Tayler knows that we still want the kids with us… that everything will be fine. It will be a change, but a good one. I don’t want her or the other kids to think they are being pushed out. Exactly the opposite is true. I want us to all be a big (5 kids!) happy family. I know we can do that!
Anyways, I am off to bed. Night all!
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